New ‘People’ Cover: Newly-Single Tom Cruise Is ‘Shattered’ By Divorce 2

The new issue of People is out today, and it continues its coverage of the Tom Cruise-Katie Holmes divorce, but this week, from Tom’s perspective.

A source tells the magazine that when Katie filed for divorce, an allegedly “blindsided” Tom thought “What did I not see?”

The magazine also reports that Tom wanted to dash off to New York as soon as possible to see Suri, but it just wasn’t feasible because he was filming Oblivion in Iceland. “He’s wanted to see her as fast as possible since this started,” says the source. “He couldn’t shut down production, cost people their jobs. People count on him.”

As for the custody agreement, the sources says, “Tom tried his best to do what’s right for Suri,” adding that Tom doesn’t care what people think about his devotion to Scientology. “Tom is not ashamed of his beliefs, and won’t hide them from his daughter.”